Rundown (7/02-7/08) I’m Surprised by My Ability to Function

I don’t really talk about this too often, but I do not have a very high opinion of myself.  In fact, you could say that I have a problem where I doubt my abilities, capacity, and blame myself for things that are not even remotely my fault.  So when I am able to surpass the low expectations I set for myself, I am often surprised.  I mean, the fact that I have been able to do very well in school for the past 7 years (3.5+ GPA) and have been able to maintain a regular job for the past 3 are both things that I never thought possible.  Heck, back when I was 10, I thought I would struggle to ever finish high school, fail to ever be employed in any capacity, and die before I reached my twenties via an accident or suicide.  Anyways, onto the video game news. Continue reading